You

No matter where I’ve been or where I’m going

No matter what I’ve done or am destined to do

Something within always brings me back to You

My mind thinks too much

My heart hammers

My flesh aches

My soul craves

For the too many mistake that have come and gone

Shamed to say that it never takes too long for me to see

Another road exposing its supposed adventure

An alternate path gratifying my sight with apparent delight

And yet,

No matter what I’ve said or what I’m going to say

Something always draws me back to You

So many times I’ve fallen, risen and fallen again

And yet, You hold me

Without chains, though knowing I may walk away… even run

You simply hold me

Having me realize that I’ve never wanted anyone so much

My attention sways to a visual lust for whatever else

You love me

My heart beats with desire to touch what I had before You

You still love me

My skin erupts with passion for what I know will destroy my soul

Yet, You love me

My soul craves to hate what I see and want

Craves to abhor the lifeless vehemence that stops at perfect reach

And, You continue to love me

Though I'm fragile and because I’m fragile You set me free and let me be all at once

When I think myself as strong I crumble to the ground

Shame lifts its eyes

I kneel in Your presence

Lay my body down as a sacrifice

Pleading, I don't want to fall… Not again… Not another moment

I want to stand tall

The way You created me to be… The way I'm supposed to be

All the while you touch me for just a little

And all my frangibility is gone

Once again, You become my all

What I thought was a friend or foe disintegrates to a mere nothing

Having me need to want and not wanting to let go

For I know that You will never keep me down

Never draw me back

And never let me go​